it has been a while.. hasn't it? =)
I have been spending time with my final year thesis and well... life.
I would be graduating soon, where one chapter of my life will close. the next chapter would be more winding, more bumpy and harder to pass the days.. but still, I have to go through it someday.
so before this chapter closes, I reminisce back those years, those days and those nights, where I have made plenty of mistakes, hurting people that I know, closing the doors of opportunities that came knocking, and most of all, hurting myself in the process of growing. I regretted. some.
and for all those regrets that I have been keeping to myself, I would like to apologize for them, one by one..
I accept what had left me.
I accept what is left of me.
I accept what is before me now, and the future.
I accept the apologies I made for myself.
I accept the apologies people made for me.
if I could, I want to fix things.. so that I don't have to feel the weight on my shoulders.
but some things, are not meant to be fixed. they are meant to fade over time. time, is all I need. tomorrow, is all I hoped for.
hugs for tomorrow. =)
