lub dup. lub dup. lub dup.
the more I try to ignore, the louder the sound of the beat of my heart.
the louder, the faster.
I got up. staring at nothing in the dark.
then slowly, the world spins. shades of grey comes.
I felt tingles on my back, and resort to lying down again.
dup dup dup dup dup..
turned body the left.
then the right.
then pillow over my head.
then blanket on my back.
then take off everything.
then shake leg.
then turn off the fan.
turn it on again.
damn.
*sigh*
looked over the phone screen.
4.45am
there goes my sleep.
