Sunday, March 27, 2011

depressed

i have something heavy in my chest

it hurts most of the time

and certain songs can trigger the pain


i fear being lonely

because tears love misery

and there is nothing i can do on the inside

i sealed what i feel with a smile on my face


other than dearest daddy God to talk to

i let the walls become my ears

i let the floors catch my tears

and i let darkness hug me tight


how should i go from here?

how can i not cry every time i think about it?

how can i have a nice sleep from this night on?

how

how to make this heart feeling lighter and this chest better?

1 comment:

  1. i feel you Cece, but I know that right now only God understand wht you're going through, no one else. Lean hard on Him, He will surely bring you through, trust in Him, cast your cares upon Him for He cares for you....
    Fear you not; for I am with you: be not dismayed; for I am your God: I will strengthen you; yes, I will help you; yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness. Isaiah 41:10

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