Santa

i mustered up all courage to get my Santa to see what i wanted for this year's Christmas.

i see a smile, i hear nothing come up from Santa's mouth, and the pupils in his eyes getting smaller by a time, as if thinking of something faaaaaaaaaaaaar ahead.

then i asked again, "can i? =) "

then the sentences from Santa, "we will see. by the end of this month, you still holiday, don't really need it yet, right?"

"yup."

and so i was left to sleep tonight with a 50/50 chance of getting my ultimate present for this year's Christmas...

i asked for it because i love it, i dreamed about it, i long for it, i want it....

well if i am a good girl, i think i will get it. if not also never mind, i will still be happy because nothing changes =)

what did i asked for? not telling you!! hehe try and guess.

no, not the capo i asked before... something more than that haha

ah... just wait and see