too much

i must have been hoping too much, i ended up feeling disappointed. i guess i never learn my mistake.

dreaming too much of things that are too good to be true, is a recipe for disaster..

that was what happened when i expect my day to turn out to be in some order, and the events that should happen just starts playing in my head over and over again, rehearse themselves as if it is a protocol.

well, as usual things go the other way, all of it.

i don't really know how to express my feelings right now, but i guess everyone had experienced it all the time. X)

now i need a good distraction to forget this 'broken dream' of mine.

whatever happens after this, i don't really care anymore.

swell~ =)