"my life is harder than your life" duh

first off, i am far from perfect. i am far from being better than anybody else. i am just simply me.

but there is a particular friend of mine who like to compare me with her, judging me without trying to step on my shoes and to actually walk a mile in it.

i have been telling her over and over again: we are different. my life path is different, but i never said that i am better than you are. you, me.. we both live in a hard way.

and maybe that is why i have been acting cold towards her. it is not that i hate her, but i have hard time pleasing myself, let alone to please her and her "my life is harder than your life" comparisons.

i should feel better when with friends, even if i get criticize from them but those criticism are for my good, not to make me feel down.

but from her i learned that i should not, as a friend, to compare myself with my own bestie. in any ways, anything, any how.. i must not compare myself with my friends. even if i do, i keep those silly thoughts to myself so that i will not hurt my friends' feelings.

for friends are hard to find these days ;)