another night with loneliness. sitting here and got nothing to do but to think of one person, perhaps two that had been gone for too long. and i tried to push those bad feelings by thinking the things i could have done and enjoy big dreams i have.
and yes.. i think i give up already. i have changed many things in my life to keep away from you or to keep the distance.. but it always have failed. i failed and i faked a smile and it hurts not to admit it. its sad when the people you try to love don't feel the same way. leave and let go.. and i cant.
the more walls i build the more shaky they are. i give up trying to build those walls. it's no use coming back to the same spot again. i give up. so i am going to run for this. run far enough away for you to miss me. and if nothing happens by then.. i know what it means.
and so another night comes, another lonely one.
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