changeling

i finally feel peace,
after all the pain that comes ease,
i hold on to God's love to lead me,
i find serenity without notice.

having trouble sleeping these nights,
i knelt down in the dark without lights,
terrified with the thought that this body can't fight,
i prayed, and grasped the cross tight.

i haven't told a soul,
and only heaven knows what i am at all,
this battle forced me to be bitter cold,
did someone out there hear my call?

sometimes i feel my body gets weak,
and the future really seems bleak,
i tried not to miss your encouragement, but my heart won't fake,
decided to keep it to myself, will that be a mistake?

no, i don't think it's a mistake that way,
i must not let you worry about my day,
'i am doing fine', i must say,
because there should not be sorrow for 2 hearts, come what may.

i am at peace, this is true and honest,
and everyday i give my very best,
making each moment the happiest,
all these tempers, they will just go with the breeze.