back to December

a friend told me this song really is related to my life. and when i read the lyrics, i was stoned.. every words, every sentences from the intro to the chorus and to the bridge is so true. it is like a song directly came from my heart. tears just rolled down and darn it, what is this feeling?

that particular year in December.. affects every December the years after it.

that is the reason why i always wished for a reset button in life, i still do



Back to December- Taylor Swift

I'm so glad you made time to see me
how's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them for a while
you've been good, busier than ever
we small talk, work and the weather
your guard is up and I know why

cause the last time you saw me
is still burned in the back of your mind
you gave me roses and I left them there to die

so this is me swallowing my pride,
standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night,
and I go back to December all the time
turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine,
I'd go back to December turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time.

these days I haven't been sleeping
staying up playing back myself leaving
when your birthday passed I didn't call
and I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
realized that I love you in the fall
then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
you gave me all your loveand all I gave you was goodbye


so this is me swallowing my pride,
standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night,
and I go back to December all the time
turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine,
I'd go back to December turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time.

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
so if the chain is on your door, I understand

but this is me swallowing up my pride,
standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night,
and I go back to December,
turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine,
I'd go back to December turn around and make it alright,
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind,
I go back to December all the time.

all the time.