life goal

did i mentioned that i have a new room mate yet? :)

few days ago i had a new room mate currently taking her masters. so from her, i am quite motivated to struggle in my studies (thanks God! :D )

with convocation week in UNIMAS, and seeing my dearest ex-room mate graduating i feel even more motivated! i missed her so much, it has been months we are apart. she said i have loose so much weight and lost my chubbyness (oh no!!!! hahahaha)

maybe it was my schedule and lifestyle that made me loose weight. sometimes i am worried over my hair kept on falling and eye bags are getting more and more serious. i tried to eat healthier food and get some rest whenever i get the chance to.

and then now i am surrounded by seniors who are dean lists and taking masters, you can imagine how hypered up i am to wanting to become like them! they are such a great motivator and role models for me. and i tried imagining myself graduating my degree 21 years old, continue on and by 23 i completed my masters... i am still very young! XD

well that was in the plan. if nothing goes wrong and God granted my plan then everything would be wonderful. living in a fast pace life i wanted to do more, and wanted to challenge myself to how far can i go from here. i cannot stay in one spot too long, i must learn to fly to another better spot.

yes, life is fast paced. and i learned that since i was young. my brother told me when i was just few months old he wanted to teach me how to walk. but ended up i learned to run first when he let go of me.i ran from one end to another, cleverly gripping and holding on to the sofa to land safely. growing up, i will remember that piece of memory whenever i feel so down and low. i told myself that as a child i was special, i was strong to handle life. it will always stay that way. i am special, i am strong. and with that memory i feel alive again.

daddy said my course is a tough one. learning in multidisciplinary, he understands why sometimes i spent so much time staying awake at night and locking myself in the room. he gives me motivation that Cognitive Science is hard, but he believe that i can get through it. thanks daddy :)

and so from here i am going to run. wish me luck :)