i was restless since last Friday. after class i went to the florist before going back home to prepare for my midterm exam the next day. i had around 3 hours of sleep that night and i am thankful for that.
after exam that morning i had faculty dinner in the evening. the event stretched until 12am, and i had to drive home and only settled down around 3am to complete another assignment to be uploaded immediately.
on Sunday i went to the florist again to get my 130 roses to be wrapped and distributed. i can only say that i was on the verge of breaking down with only we 3 amateurs wrapping roses until 2am in the morning. we headed down to 7eleven and bought ourselves coffee, because we had to stay up to study for another midterm paper on Monday after that. that coffee made me stayed up all night.
distributing roses on Monday was no joke. from 7am we fill the cars with roses, hoping to distribute them all before we go to test at 12noon. we can't make it on time. we were glad some are able to help us to distribute to our customers while we take our exams. don't ask how was the exam... we used half the time to doze off (seriously) and another half zoning out looking for answers in mid-air.
after the exam ended, we had to go back to the florist to get few more roses we need to replace because they were damaged. driving on a hot sunny afternoon without any sleep the night before was.... unexplainable. thank God nothing went wrong.
then comes Wednesday. it was 7am when my friend announced there are no water in my hostel. i packed my toothbrush and towels, head down to faculty and prepare for an hour of class. that one hour of class, was where i wish i didn't attend it in the first place.
because there was something that i want to stay out of. and because i was too tired and fatigue from all the problems about selling of roses, i don't need anymore problems for now. i managed to stay away from this particular problem, but the effect just started. unless i change my name and course, i am still consider involved.
don't freak me out, please. i just want to have a good rest, start my day anew and someday soon graduate easily. please make life a little bit easier for all, for me. my mum was asking about my sunken eyes and pale appearance already. don't make this any worser.
if only a long bath can take away the problems, how nice will that be =)
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