a taste of being an educator

mum had always been encouraging me to become a teacher some day.

she don't force me though, and i am not saying i don't want to be a teacher or anything.. i will just go with the flow, aye? =)

and lately i am exposed to being a part time educator. at times i will help mum post out her RPH, which is a timetable for each subject to be taught to students every day and the reflections after that.

and then now at this wee hours i am still up putting marks on the new system they made on website. which is so very awful. God bless all the teachers who have to go through this terrible system.

one thing that annoys me is the log in part. for at least 1 hour i was trapped in step 1.



another thing annoys me again, constantly in need to refresh the page, and in the end all the marks i have keyed in, has gone!

ah.. i admit i swear and curse a lot in my heart while doing this. X) gosh.. i need to calm down~

there are days when mum and dad come home from school that they start to talk about those naughty students at school who irritate them. some stories are just too... unbearable for me to imagine.

man, kids these days are nasty. do their parents even know it? do the parents have any freaking idea what their kids are doing at school?

some how i find it interesting to become a teacher... not at all easy but, but at all hard too.

so i imagined myself a teacher at some school right now.

wake up in the morning, send my husband and kids off to work and school, then prepare myself to work. at school as i walk pass the classes on the hall way, i can see paper crumbs flying around and students noises. i go into the class, teach as usual, give some homework, make myself busy in the office, take seat-ins, then in the afternoon i clock off to end my working hours. at the end of month, i got my pay.

i then will have plenty of time with my family for the rest of the day. as much as possible i don't want to neglect my darlings.. i believe in 'we don't live to work, we work to live'. enjoy the days we had with loved ones, seize the moment as much as we can.

sounded easy, hm?

or maybe being a lecturer is a better option. dealing with adult, which is the 'i heck care' attitude is soooo much easier. lol.

i think i have been ranting enough. it's nearly 2am and i just finished with one class. i thought i hear thunder. i feel cold breeze. i expect rain later. i hope to have a wonderful sleep.

good night, love